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"In our separateness, our forgetting, our veiled consciousness, then it can seem as if things outside of us can be against us. And even within, we feel the greatest battle of all from one aspect of us to another...either forgotten, buried, suppressed, or ignored by us.

As we remember our Unity, our togetherness, our Oneness within, as we collect the fragments and scatters and pieces of ourselves and they arise together in crystalline form held by our hearts, our souls, and our Divine Self...then, do we remember our wholeness and experience that anything outside of us originates within and Love becomes the only response."

Jelelle Awen, Free To Be 5D


About SoulFullHeart Process

This is a time of Great Awakening and Ascension for humanity and Gaia from third dimensional polarized and dualistic 3D consciousness to transitional 4D to 5D kind of heaven in our bodies as your soul/Higher Self consciousness; ever deepening, spiraling upwards and non-linear. This is a time of catalytic transformation and moving into service of love on all levels, firstly to self and then in overflow to others. This is a time that we have all been waiting for, preparing for, and ultimately why we came here this life!

Undigested traumas in your emotional body/psyche and unhealed karmic wounds from other lifetimes/timelines can anchor you to third dimensional (3D) consciousness. This anchoring of undigested trauma leads to emotional pain and suffering loops, physical disease/illness, toxic/ codependent relationships, stuckness around expressing your soul purpose/service of love here. Many spiritual practices are geared to transcending or bypassing these emotional realities yet this is usually an ineffective approach that just leads to more suffering eventually.

SoulFullHeart is a highly catalytic, quantum healing process and paradigm that provides a direct and efficient way to digest these traumas and integrate, unify, and transmute your emotional body and soul field through connection with parts of yourself such as the Inner Protector, Inner Child, Inner Mother/Father, Inner Punisher, Inner Daughter/Son, Star Seed Child, and more. You also experience conscious and meaningful connection with your Metasoul/other lifetime aspects for karmic healing, soul gift exchange, galactic consciousness awakenings, and quantum shifting of timeline outcomes. Your energetic body and chakras also receive an upgrade into light body frequencies with conscious connection to your Ascension chakras, dissolving of any objects/blocks with love, and collaboration with your Gatekeeper aspect to tune into this.

The SoulFullHeart Process is the result of over fifteen years of ongoing developmental personal process work, emotional and spiritual healing and Divine embodiment deepening reality for SoulFullHeart Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen with parts of ourselves, serving others in session space, and witnessing hundreds of souls engage in this process over the years. Along the way, we’ve been inspired by and engaged deeply with some other modalities, yet the SoulFullHeart Process is completely unique in its design and implementation.


We offer a specific ‘how’; a definitive way and means to connect with, integrate, and heal the 3D conditioning that we have all received, navigate the often very challenging transitional 4D consciousness states, and embody more 5D consciousness/Higher Self. This process is based on and forms out of what we are currently seeing and feeling most frequently as the needs, desires, frustrations and interests for those on the Ascension path in a cutting edge way that responds to the latest events in humanity's evolution. In offering a process path through SoulFullHeart, we honor that each soul's experience is unique while providing a means to navigate the murky grounds of awakening with some 'heart rails' offered by the process. 


SoulFullHeart offers an intense initiatory process into the way of life that we have lived daily for many years as a community and for Raphael and Jelelle in their relationship. The 1:1 sessions remotely can provide the main means of initial initiation yet eventually you would be invited to immerse with us in a deeper way during one of our several day Gathering events for occurring every Equinox and Solstice and for a phase of time while living in proximity to us if you felt drawn to do so. We may then feel a mutual fit and desire to live together in community with us and to even become a SoulFullHeart Facilitator yourself at some point.​


This process is not therapy or just another spiritual practice or healing modality. It truly offers an entirely new, higher frequency dimension and consciousness in terms of experiencing yourself and reality, especially in inner and outer relationship grounds. Once you begin the process and especially as you deepen it, your life will not remain the same inside or out. It is unknown to us how many souls have truly signed up for this depth of processing, accountability, purity, transparency, emotional maturity, and embodiment of Divine love in this life at the deeper levels that this process offers.


The intro call and sessions offer us as Facilitators and you the opportunity to feel with you if this process would best serve you and your journey or possibly not. 1:1 individual sessions are available virtually over zoom or with us here in Central Portugal and are €55 Euros (USD equivalent) minimium donation per 90 minute session. The process encourages you to hold parts of yourself and their reactions/discoveries/digestions outside of session space as well, in your daily life, with a deepening sense of their inner world coming alive for you and SoulFullHeart truly becoming your way of life. SoulFullHeart Facilitators currently offering free intros and 1:1 sessions are Jelelle Awen with women; Raphael Awen for men, and Kasha Rokshana for women.

You can experience the SoulFullHeart process also through virtual group call events such as our monthly group call for men and women, plus one for women and one for men. We also offer in-person events such as our monthly SoulFullHeart Meditation Circle evenings and several day Gathering events every Equinox and Solstice that offer an immersion with us here in Central Portugal.

We feel in SoulFullHeart that none of your intense feelings and the traumas that they are sourced from are bad or evil or negative....rather they are a portal....offering you an opening to endless discovery about yourself and soul as you move into wholeness unity again as a key aspect of the ongoing Ascension process.


SoulFullHeart is for those souls who:


* are ready to go to their next level related to truly ending suffering patterns and into letting in love and have usually been consciously awakening for years;

* are willing to look at all current relationships in their lives from the SoulFullHeart perspective of parts' realities, hidden codependency patterns, and sometimes need for space taking/boundary setting;

* are looking for an initiatory process that goes much deeper than most therapies, healing modalities, and spiritual practices;

* are in the process of unplugging from nearly all 3D Matrix realities (including any toxic relationships with birth family and other relationship entanglements, addictions, pharmaceuticals, etc.);

* have awakened to the Cabal/Elite agendas, the false narratives of Covid and the Vaccines, the Great Reset/New World Order, the False Light Matrix, etc.;

* want to experience New Earth realities manifesting in physical reality as they deepen from within;


* are TRULY ready to make conscious external choices that change their lives.

* Resonate with our vision (described below) and can see/feel a possibility of themselves living in it with us someday