About SoulFullHeart 

The journey of awakening and Ascension, moving from 3D consciousness to 4D and higher, of integrating the emotional body with your spirituality, is non-linear, spiraling, and ever deepening. Ascension from 3D consciousness to transitional 4D to 5D and higher invites you to embody your soul/Higher Self consciousness into your body.


Undigested traumas in your emotional body/psyche and unhealed karmic wounds from other lifetimes/timelines can anchor you to third dimensional (3D) consciousness. This anchoring of undigested trauma leads to emotional pain and suffering loops, physical disease/illness, toxic/ codependent relationships, stuckness around expressing

your soul purpose service of love here, and much more. In offering a process path through SoulFullHeart, we honor that each soul’s experience is unique while providing a means to navigate the murky grounds of awakening with some ‘heart rails’ offered by our process. 


SoulFullHeart is a highly catalytic, quantum healing process and paradigm that provides a direct and efficient way to digest these traumas and integrate, unify, and transmute your emotional body and soul field through connection with parts of yourself such as the Inner Protector, Inner Child, Inner Mother/Father, and more. You also experience conscious and meaningful connection with your Metasoul/other lifetime aspects for karmic healing, soul gift exchange, galactic consciousness awakenings, and quantum shifting of timeline outcomes. Your energetic body and chakras also receive an upgrade into light body frequencies with conscious connection to your Ascension chakras, dissolving of any objects/blocks with love, and collaboration with your Gatekeeper aspect to tune in.

The SoulFullHeart Process is the result of fifteen years of personal process work and Divine embodiment deepening reality for SoulFullHeart Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen with parts of ourselves, serving others in session space, and witnessing hundreds of souls engage in the process over the years. Along the way, we’ve been inspired by and engaged deeply with some other modalities, yet the SoulFullHeart Process is completely unique in its design and implementation. We offer a specific ‘how’; a definitive way and means to connect with, integrate, and heal the 3D conditioning that we have all received, navigate the often very challenging transitional 4D consciousness states, and embody more 5D consciousness/Higher Self. This process is based on what we have heard and felt most frequently as the needs, desires, frustrations and interests for those on the Ascension path.

SoulFullHeart offers an intense initiatory process into the way of life that we have lived daily for many years as a community. The 1:1 sessions provide the main means of initial initiation yet eventually you would be invited to immerse with us in a deeper way for a phase of time while living in proximity to us. We may then feel a mutual fit and desire to live together in community with us and to become a SoulFullHeart Facilitator yourself.


SoulFullHeart is for those souls who are ready to go to their next level related to truly moving from ending suffering patterns and into letting in love; have been consciously awakening for many years; unplugged from nearly all 3D Matrix realities (including birth family and other relationship entanglements, addictions, etc.), are drawn to the soul family lineage of the Essenes/Magdalenes/Avalon/Himalayan Yogis, etc., and are truly ready to make conscious choices that change their lives.


This process is not therapy or just another spiritual practice or healing modality. It truly offers an entirely new dimension in terms of experiencing yourself and reality. Once you begin it and especially as you deepen it, your life will NOT remain the same. Only a small number of souls seem to be ready for this depth of processing, accountability, purity, and embodiment of love in this life at the deeper levels that this process offers. The sessions offer us as Facilitators the opportunity to feel into with you if you are truly ready for this...and resonant with it, and for you to explore that as well.


1:1 individual sessions are available virtually over zoom or in-person in Glastonbury, UK. The process encourages you to hold parts of yourself and their reactions/discoveries/digestions outside of session space as well, with a deepening sense of their inner world coming alive for you and SoulFullHeart truly becoming your way of life. SoulFullHeart Facilitators currently offering 1:1 sessions are Raphael Awen for men,Gabriel Amara for men & women, and Kasha Rokshana for women. 


SoulFullHeart invites you into the deepest terrain of your being...from your roots to your wings, from your childhood to past life incarnations, and offers transformational change at the most fundamental levels. Beyond a self improvement program, therapy, and most spiritual practices, SoulFullHeart offers negotiation with the parts of you who are in the most resistance and protection, which allows for deep layers of transformation, awakening, ascending, and remembering that which you really ARE as Infinite Love.

None of your intense feelings and the traumas that they are sourced from are bad or evil or negative....rather they are a portal....offering you an opening to endless discovery about yourself and soul as you move into wholeness unity again as a key aspect of the ongoing Ascension process!

We highly recommend reading Jelelle Awen's new book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out as an overview of the SoulFullHeart process.

SoulFullHeart Community, May 2021

Our Story

Raphael and Jelelle Awen met in an emotional and spiritual healing group that was based in Ashland, Oregon in 2004, which is where we learned about and experienced parts/subpersonality connection. We began dating in July 2008 and also left the group together at this time, experiencing both a provide dark night of the soul together as we were in soul mate reunion bliss. We were married in March, 2009 after moving from California to Vancouver, Canada. We began offering space holding and spiritual teaching about parts work, Divine Feminine and Masculine connection starting in 2010. SoulFullHeart was born in 2012 with initial involvement from Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana as facilitants and eventually off and on as Facilitators.

 Kasha Rokshana and Jelelle Awen during a recent women's group call

We eventually moved from Canada to Mexico in 2014 as a community, living on a remote, off-grid ranch as we felt a Divine call to live more simply and deconstruct our 3D-based money earning as painting contractors/business owners. We grew many organic vegetables and also experimented in cob building while we were on the ranch. In 2016, we decided as a community to move into the city of Puerto Vallarta, Mexico in order to earn money and offer SoulFullHeart more easily online. We have been offering our writings and videos and spaceholding sessions virtually and in person with increasing resonant response and exposure since then.

Raianna Shai, Gabriel and Jelelle's daughter from their former marriage, joined the SoulFullHeart community in July, 2017 as a facilitant and also as Collaborator focusing on website design and upkeep. From October 2018 until September 2020, we were all called to move back to the Pacific Northwest in Victoria, Canada to connect with the awakening corridor of souls along the New Lemurian coast there and to ground in SoulFullHeart as a local offering along with virtual/remote offerings. Raianna still lives in Victoria with her boyfriend Jasper and the two SoulFullHeart dogs Koda and Sara.

Raphael, Jelelle, Gabriel, and Kasha have been living in Glastonbury UK (Avalon) since September, 2020. We have been drawn to live in the Glastonbury area/Avalon for a few years now and are experiencing deep activations and integrations connecting to the Heart Chakra energies of Gaia here and the Mary/Michael energy lines. Gabriel and Kasha live together in their own place and Raphael and Jelelle live together in the 'SoulFullHeart House' where community events are held. We were joined in proximity in November 2021 to experience some community experience, individual and group sessions with us by long-term facilitant Deya Shekinah. We are now moving on from Avalon in July 2021 to Portugal to explore settling longer-term there and setting up a sustainable sanctuary NuMu (New Lemurian/New Earth) community there together.


1:1 sessions to experience the process and way of life of SoulFullHeart are available over zoom and in-person in Glastonbury until end of June, with virtual group calls events over Zoom, along with a virtual community in the SoulFullHeart Portal.

Thank you for taking in the energy of what we offer as SoulFullHeart and we are looking forward to deepening with you in the future in whatever ways you feel called to do that!


Raphael Awen, Jelelle Awen, Gabriel Amara, and Kasha Rokshana

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Free To Be 5D:

Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out