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"In our separateness, our forgetting, our veiled consciousness, then it can seem as if things outside of us can be against us. And even within, we feel the greatest battle of all from one aspect of us to another...either forgotten, buried, suppressed, or ignored by us.

As we remember our Unity, our togetherness, our Oneness within, as we collect the fragments and scatters and pieces of ourselves and they arise together in crystalline form held by our hearts, our souls, and our Divine Self...then, do we remember our wholeness and experience that anything outside of us originates within and Love becomes the only response."

Jelelle Awen, Free To Be 5D


About SoulFullHeart Process

This is a time of Great Awakening and Ascension for humanity and Gaia from third dimensional polarized and dualistic 3D consciousness to transitional 4D to 5D kind of heaven in our bodies as your soul/Higher Self consciousness; ever deepening, spiraling upwards and non-linear. This is a time of catalytic transformation and moving into service of love on all levels, firstly to self and then in overflow to others. This is a time that we have all been waiting for, preparing for, and ultimately why we came here this life!

Undigested traumas in your emotional body/psyche and unhealed karmic wounds from other lifetimes/timelines can anchor you to third dimensional (3D) consciousness. This anchoring of undigested trauma leads to emotional pain and suffering loops, physical disease/illness, toxic/ codependent relationships, stuckness around expressing your soul purpose/service of love here. Many spiritual practices are geared to transcending or bypassing these emotional realities yet this is usually an ineffective approach that just leads to more suffering eventually.

SoulFullHeart is a highly catalytic, quantum healing process and paradigm that provides a direct and efficient way to digest these traumas and integrate, unify, and transmute your emotional body and soul field through connection with parts of yourself such as the Inner Protector, Inner Child, Inner Mother/Father, Inner Punisher, Inner Daughter/Son, Star Seed Child, and more. You also experience conscious and meaningful connection with your Metasoul/other lifetime aspects for karmic healing, soul gift exchange, galactic consciousness awakenings, and quantum shifting of timeline outcomes. Your energetic body and chakras also receive an upgrade into light body frequencies with conscious connection to your Ascension chakras, dissolving of any objects/blocks with love, and collaboration with your Gatekeeper aspect to tune into this.

The SoulFullHeart Process is the result of over fifteen years of ongoing developmental personal process work, emotional and spiritual healing and Divine embodiment deepening reality for SoulFullHeart Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen with parts of ourselves, serving others in session space, and witnessing hundreds of souls engage in this process over the years. Along the way, we’ve been inspired by and engaged deeply with some other modalities, yet the SoulFullHeart Process is completely unique in its design and implementation.


We offer a specific ‘how’; a definitive way and means to connect with, integrate, and heal the 3D conditioning that we have all received, navigate the often very challenging transitional 4D consciousness states, and embody more 5D consciousness/Higher Self. This process is based on and forms out of what we are currently seeing and feeling most frequently as the needs, desires, frustrations and interests for those on the Ascension path in a cutting edge way that responds to the latest events in humanity's evolution. In offering a process path through SoulFullHeart, we honor that each soul's experience is unique while providing a means to navigate the murky grounds of awakening with some 'heart rails' offered by the process. 


SoulFullHeart offers an intense initiatory process into the way of life that we have lived daily for many years as a community and for Raphael and Jelelle in their relationship. The 1:1 sessions remotely can provide the main means of initial initiation yet eventually you would be invited to immerse with us in a deeper way during one of our several day Gathering events for occurring every Equinox and Solstice and for a phase of time while living in proximity to us if you felt drawn to do so. We may then feel a mutual fit and desire to live together in community with us and to even become a SoulFullHeart Facilitator yourself at some point.


​This process truly offers an entirely new, higher frequency dimension and consciousness in terms of experiencing yourself and reality, especially in inner and outer relationship grounds. Once you begin the process and especially as you deepen it, your life will not remain the same inside or out. It is unknown to us how many souls have truly signed up for this depth of processing, accountability, purity, transparency, emotional maturity, and embodiment of Divine love in this life at the deeper levels that this process offers.


The intro call and sessions offer us as Facilitators the opportunity to feel into with you if you are truly ready for this...and resonant with it, and for you to explore that as well. 1:1 individual sessions are available virtually over zoom or with us here in Central Portugal for $55 to $100 USD/Euros depending on Facilitator. The process encourages you to hold parts of yourself and their reactions/discoveries/digestions outside of session space as well, with a deepening sense of their inner world coming alive for you and SoulFullHeart truly becoming your way of life. SoulFullHeart Facilitators currently offering free intros and 1:1 sessions are Jelelle Awen with women; Raphael Awen for men, Gabriel Amara for men, Kasha Rokshana for women; and Apprentice Facilitator Bey Magdalene for women.

You can experience the SoulFullHeart process also through virtual group call events such as our monthly group call for men and women, plus one for women and one for men. We also offer in-person events such as our Intro to SoulFullHeart Meditation Circle evenings and several day Gathering events every Equinox and Solstice that offer an immersion with us here in Central Portugal

None of your intense feelings and the traumas that they are sourced from are bad or evil or negative....rather they are a portal....offering you an opening to endless discovery about yourself and soul as you move into wholeness unity again as a key aspect of the ongoing Ascension process.


SoulFullHeart is for those souls who:


* are ready to go to their next level related to truly ending suffering patterns and into letting in love;

have usually been consciously awakening for many years;

* are willing to look at all current relationships in their lives from the SoulFullHeart perspective of parts' realities, hidden codependency patterns, and sometimes need for space taking/boundary setting;

* are looking for an initiatory process that goes much deeper than most therapies, healing modalities, and spiritual practices;

* have unplugged from nearly all 3D Matrix realities (including birth family and other relationship entanglements, addictions, pharmaceuticals, etc.);

* have awakened to the Cabal/Elite agendas, the false narratives of Covid and the Vaccines, the False Light Matrix, etc.;

* are drawn to and connect with the soul family lineage of the Essenes/Magdalenes/Avalon/Himalayan Yogis, etc.;

* want to experience New Earth realities manifesting in physical reality as they deepen from within;


* are TRULY ready to make conscious external choices that change their lives.


Our Story

Our story is one of beginning and completions with necessary cycles of deaths and rebirths along the way; journeys into rich, deep and sometimes challenging heart and soul domains together, individually and as a community to heal fears of intimacy, separation wounds, codependent conditioning and more. It is a story of seeding this way of consciousness that is so precious to us as it awakens within ourselves and in our coupleship and in one soul at a time who resonates with us.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen met in an emotional and spiritual healing group that was based in Ashland, Oregon in 2004, which is where we originally learned about and experienced parts/subpersonality process work and the importance of awakening/maturing your emotional body. After many awakenings and deep emotional healing and a few years of Jelelle being a Facilitator and Raphael doing regular sessions with this group, we began dating in July, 2008. We left the group together at this time, experiencing a painful exit and intense dark night of the soul together, just as we were also in pairbond/soul mate reunion bliss.

We were married in March, 2009 after moving from California to Vancouver, Canada.We always that the sense that we were meant to share the intimacy we experienced together as a couple with others as the overflow of Divine love and pairbond reunion offered such powerful healing for us. Since we didn't feel to have children in the physical together, instead we birthed a healing offering with the community of our coupleship that expanded out to others. We began offering space holding and spiritual teaching about parts work, Divine Feminine and Masculine connection starting in 2010 as these grounds of awakening opened up within us in our sacred union. SoulFullHeart was born in 2012 with initial involvement from Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana as facilitants/students and eventually off and on as Facilitators.

We eventually moved from Canada to Mexico in 2014 as a community, following Divine guidance go experience living on a remote, off-grid ranch to live more simply and deconstruct our 3D-based money earning as painting contractors/business owners. We grew many organic vegetables and also experimented in natural building while we were on the ranch. We experienced many non-dual and Divine Oneness awakenings while on the ranch, which Jelelle shares about in her book Keep Waking Up!

In summer of 2016, we were guided as a community to move into the city of Puerto Vallarta, Mexico to offer SoulFullHeart more easily online through sessions and sharings on social media. We have been offering our writings, videos, group calls, sessions, and retreats/gatherings virtually and in person to hundreds of souls with increasing resonant response and exposure since then.

Raianna Shai, Gabriel and Jelelle's daughter from their former marriage, joined the SoulFullHeart community in July, 2017 as a facilitant and also as collaborator focusing on website design. From October 2018 until September 2020, we were all called to move back to the Pacific Northwest in Victoria, Canada to connect with the awakening corridor of souls along the New Lemurian coast there and to ground in SoulFullHeart as a local offering along with virtual/remote offerings. We did many virtual and in-person sessions there, meditation circles, a video and group call series, and a four-day gathering event as well while we lived in Victoria.

In September, 2020, Raphael, Jelelle, Gabriel, and Kasha moved to Glastonbury UK (Avalon) for ten months and experienced deep activations and integrations connecting to the Heart Chakra energies of Gaia here and the Mary/Michael energy lines. We were then guided to leave the UK for the mountain valleys of Portugal to seed our Community vision of NuMu here (more below). We have been living here as a community in close proximity to each other since July, 2021. Long-term facilitant and Apprentice Facilitator Bey Magdalene joined us in August, 2021 and Raianna Shai re-joined us in October, 2021.


We are settled in the moment in Central Portugal, in a cozy village town called Folques and surrounding villages, nestled into beautiful mountains and river valleys. There are strong energies of Mother Mary/Queen Marian in these lands, with a long and rich tradition of Divine Feminine worship and visitation happening here, (including at the nearby famous town of Fatima where Mary appeared multiple times to offer messages and guidance.) The close by magical portal in Inner Earth of Fraga Da Pena and many other natural settings are precious to us, supporting why we are drawn to settle here. 


Read here Jelelle's writing celebrating one year in Portugal

​Thank you for taking in the energy of what we offer as SoulFullHeart and we are looking forward to deepening with you in the future in whatever ways you feel called to do that!


Raphael Awen, Jelelle Awen, Gabriel Amara, Kasha Rokshana, Bey Magdalene, and Raianna Shai




Our Vision

For many years, we have received the vision of creating a sustainable community in the physical to provide a space for the community that we have been living in together since 2012. In Mexico, our experience living off-grid in a very remote ranch there was both illuminating, sobering, and ultimately, didn't feel resonant or in flow with us at that time. What we did get a sense of is the magic that can be created when you dedicate your efforts, passion, and creativity into Gaia and living in synch with Her. 

Since leaving the ranch, we have lived in various rental places that have ranged from very simple (including a time living in a tent for three months) to high-end, modern large homes. In all of these physical spaces, we have infused our spiritual energy, loved and cared for them, and truly inhabited them for whatever length of time we spent there. Yet, we haven't felt guided to purchase anything yet as it hasn't felt like the right timing, right alchemy, or the right place. 

The vision of the sustainable community in nature became even more clear when we were guided to move to Central Portugal. Jelelle was shown a mountain valley with a river running through it with very clear and healing water. When we landed here where we are now, it was a series of synchs that came together in a very easy and natural way and this was the exact geography she had been shown. Now that we've been here for over a year, it is becoming clearer why we were guided to this "Port Of Grail" natural setting where New Earth energies are being seeded by many awakening souls who come here from all over the world with their efforts being watered from 'below' by Inner Earth Lemuria.

It was Raphael and Jelelle's Lemurian aspects who offered that we would be creating "NuMu" or New Lemuria on the surface. Our awakening experiences of life in Lemuria would provide the template of what NuMu could look and feel like, even in the transition out of 3D that we are currently going through. NuMu is birthed within us first as we remember and connect to how it was in Lemuria; and we are living it together as a small community, even before the physical manifestation. It is this 'living into it' that is the most important aspect of manifestation. The physical expression follows the essence embodiment is another way of saying it.

The vision for NuMu is for a decent size amount of land that has a river running through it or very near it, trees all around, and is nestled in a mountain valley. There is a main building for community gatherings, meals, and social, plus those who wish to live more 'dorm style' for a time to experience that. A dome-shaped building with many windows is a short walk from this building through a path in the woods where healing circles, groups, yoga, and sacred gatherings are held. 

Natural paths off of these buildings lead to community member houses, which are a range of natural buildings to yurts and bell tents to small cottages. Each person/couple has their own lodging which allows them to live in sovereignty and have personal space. Raphael and Jelelle live a short walk away through the woods in a two bedroom cottage which is a combination of both natural building and modern convenience. They provide a stability, a steady leadership, vision, and mostly are the spiritual center and heart anchor for the community, yet certainly not the gurus or tyrants or 'rulers' in the old paradigm way.

The energy of the community is one of intimacy, transparency, currency (meaning not hiding things), flow, depth, and meaning to everything. This is what we experience now in SoulFullHeart so it is not difficult to sense it expanding on a bigger scale. Unifying NuMu is our shared way of life, resonant values, and desire for growth and realness that is grounded in the SoulFullHeart process. Sacred living, not scared living. Money flows through the community and members may earn and have their own means, yet also contribute to the community in ways that are meaningful for them. All of this is negotiated openly with no one feeling taken advantage of (or if parts of them do, it is felt in the open!)  

We are not concerned in the moment with 'how' this vision will manifest into the physical as we trust Divine timing, synchs, and connections will bring it forward. It is already in our field, so it just a matter of 'time' before it comes into the physical. We are called to share this vision, to invite others to feel it for themselves starting from within and if they are drawn to alchemize with us, we can all then play together!



'None of us really need to go looking for our soul purpose. It’s always been encoded inside of us. If it feels hidden or unknown, that’s because parts of us have needed it that way. If other parts of us are longing for growth and discovery and deeper embodiment, then that’s all within our power to embrace.

This gets us beyond gimmick spirituality and into the territory of deep live and die surrender into aliveness, passion, and letting every moment be a part of an enlivening frequency."

Raphael Awen from "Two Worlds Lie Before You" blog writing


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