Men's Group Calls
A sacred virtual space coming together with Raphael Awen......recoding, feeling, empowering, supporting our sacred masculine embodiment individually and together with a circle of soul brothers and the Divine

Raphael Awen hosts monthly virtual group meditation calls for men over Zoom to provide a transmission of sacred masculine embodiment to you. You can receive these frequencies live with him or purchase the recording afterwards.
If you attend the live groups, you'll have the opportunity to share with Raphael what you experienced during the call and receive feedback/next steps of integration from him. The focus of these groups is provide a bridge to the SoulFullHeart consciousness through transmitting to you an embodied frequency of sacred masculine that is seated in the heart and maturing emotional body.
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These groups serve as activations of your next levels in the ascension process, whatever that is for you personally. They are empowering and self activating, in the sense that YOU are the source of activation for yourself and Raphael serves as a bridge to feel/experience this. You also get to experience soul brothers resonance connection during the calls, connecting with other men on the awakening journey through the SoulFullHeart process.
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Recent Men's Group Call
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Inner Boy/Teenager Transmission
Men's Group Call
Saturday, July 22nd, 2023
Recording available by donation
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Connecting with the Inner Boy/Inner Teenager is a profound portal into the maturation of your emotional body, without which we are left looping in transcendent and bypass spirituality and unable to show up as a sovereign empowered king of our lives, with vulnerability and truth telling/boundaries in our dealings and relationships.
Rather than receive supportive initiations that allowed our Inner Teenager to arise into his sacred mature masculinity, we experienced invalidation and lack of necessary initiations, especially into expression and embodiment of our soul gifts. We received usually wounded and immature templating from our fathers and masculine ancestral line and Matrix programming/conditioning around how to be a feminized masculine or non-sensitive, patriarch kind of man.
As we make and nurture this connection with the Inner Boy/Teenager, we give way to no longer being fused to their fears and reactions, but instead open our hearts as more of our mature divine self to feel those fears and reactions and achieve deep personal ongoing transformation of our being.
In this two-hour group call for men on Saturday, July 22nd SoulFullHeart Sacred Masculine Teacher/Facilitator Raphael Awen offered an exploration into the maturation of your Inner Teenager as a key aspect of Divine Self embodiment. Raphael offered teachings on how to make this bridge to your Inner Teenager through the SoulFullHeart process, the benefits of it, and his experiences in connecting with his Inner Teenager and how they grow/transmute/integrate over time.
In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, Raphael offered a bridge to connect with your Inner Teenager in his teenage bedroom. This starts to open out the feeling and connection space between you. We then bridged to Divine Father energies so you can receive support for your Divine Self to hold the ongoing explorations with your inner teenager.
This goes beyond getting in touch with some playful ‘inner child energies’, and instead offers a grounded path of resolving all of their traumas as well as receiving all the incredible gifts they have to offer.
As their world incorporates and integrates with yours, you naturally show up with more heart and soul MAN frequencies, that are alive with PLAY and JOY and DIVINE CONNECTION.
So, what else have you got going on that comes close to comparing with that?… Right? I know, so let’s get on with it, together!
Raphael also played some crystal sound bowls and also repeat affirmations/recodings as a group that provide a new coding of emotional healing experience within you and as a group.
This call is part of our ongoing Divine Self Embodiment group call series. You do not need to have attended/taken in the previous group calls to deeply benefit from this one. More info about the series and to purchase other upcoming calls and recordings of previous calls at soulfullheart.org/divineselfseries. Why not put these on your calendar as a sacred commitment/deeper dive?
You can receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give (11 Euros/USD is the amount people usually offer us).
You can offer your donation for the call in one of four ways:
1. Our preferred payment platform is Wise if you have that or would like to sign up. It's instant, no fee to transfer money between members. There’s a doc here with some guidance and more info if you'd like to sign up. Include your email if using wise: http://tiny.cc/ron3vz
2. If you are Canadian, you can use Interac e-transfer. Our email for transfers is soulfullhearts@gmail.com and name is Marvin Vriend (Raphael's birth name). It’s also instant and no service fees to sender or receiver. (include your email)
3. via our shop here (Credit/debit)
4. Paypal at Paypal.me/soulfullheart (include your email)
Then, following your donation, I will immediately email you the recording afterwards.
Much love,
Raphael
Previous Men's Group Calls

In this two-hour by-donation group call for men on Saturday, June 24th SoulFullHeart Sacred Masculine Teacher/Facilitator Raphael Awen explores Inner King Healing.
These are Raphael's words after the call:
Many men are tapping into an awareness of their Inner King essence, as well as lifetimes where a soul aspect of you was a king in a position of power as a sovereign ruler over a country, kingdom and others. Bringing this awareness into the curious and open heart of your Divine Self allows for both the Inner King and these connected lifetimes to reconcile and heal.
There are both gifts to exchange from these lifetimes as well as shadow expressions to feel, heal and reconcile with your Inner King. We are often influenced and experiencing bleed-throughs of these timelines, leaving our Inner King in patriarchal shadow expressions of our power, or conversely, a suppression of our power for fear of harming others.
Your Inner King wants to be the future version of you that leads your life with an open heart, informing and reforming this ‘past’ timeline, in the now of your heart, which happens as you make space to host this ongoing reconciliation.
During the call, Raphael shared about his own process and how through a personal relationship with the Inner King and bridging to King Metasoul aspects in the Quantum field of the Now, you can clear karmic binds/cycles/patterns, unplug from the False Masculine Patriarchal Matrix configuration/programs, free up soul gift exchange, heal persecution wounds, and resolve trauma as well.
Raphael also offered how the SoulFullHeart healing process of conscious access to these other lifetime aspects/soul dynamics allows for a deeper transaction ground of sacred union flow starting from within you and expressing in sacred union grounds with others too.
In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, Raphael played crystal sound bowls and connected with your Inner King or a king Metasoul aspect to begin a bridge of connection with them in their chambers. He bridged a visit to Divine Father’s Garden Grove, a fifth-dimensional space offering profound sacred masculine healing. In this place, Divine Father and Yeshua provide activation energies and codes for healing, clearing, and unplugging your King aspects from the karmic soul matrix.
This group call is part of our Sacred Union w/Self, Others & The Divine group call series. You do not need to have attended/taken in the previous group calls to get something out of this one. More info about the series and to purchase recordings of previous calls at soulfullheart.org/sacredunionseries.
You can receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. 11 Euros/USD equivalent is the amount people usually offer.
​​You can offer your donation for the call in one of three ways:
1. Our preferred payment platform is Wise if you have that or would like to sign up. It's instant, no fee to transfer money between members. There’s a doc here with some guidance and more info if you'd like to sign up. http://tiny.cc/ron3vz
2. via our shop using stripe (Credit/debit) soulfullheart.org/shop
3. Paypal at Paypal.me/soulfullheart
Then, following your donation, we will send you the recording via email. If you purchase via paypal or wise, please include your email in the note section.
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Priest/Monk Lifetimes Healing
Men's Group Call
Saturday, May 20th, 2023
Recording Available
Sacred Union Group Call Series with Yeshua and Magdalene
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In this two-hour by-donation group call for men on Saturday, May 20th, SoulFullHeart Sacred Masculine Teacher/Facilitator Raphel Awen explored priest and monk lifetimes healing in sacred union w/self, others and the Divine.
These are Raphael's words after the call:
"I feel really grateful for the opportunity to lead the men’s call yesterday. There were nine of us on the call from Canada, the US, Belgium and Portugal. Five men shared openly in the second hour following the guided meditation and teaching portion of the call.
I feel an opening of a tender heart and need in the masculine happening, seeking a place to be real and feel, as well as be felt by other men.
I felt myself somewhat nervous as well being in the company of men as leader, as space holder, quite possibly picking up on the very understandable nervousness in the room.
Underneath it all, I see and feel a return to brotherhood happening. We felt into the Priest/Monk Lifetimes Healing Men’s Group Call W/ Raphael Awen. It’s happening inside of us as we reconcile these other timelines and that then extends organically into the timeline of our life at hand.
The theme of forgiveness particularly came up as one man shared and it resonated into the room. Forgiveness for others who let us down. Forgiveness of ourselves for what we did or failed to do.
Another man shared about the discomfort being around Divine Father, after not knowing much of any father figure this life.
A piece of the teaching had to do with how sovereignty and autonomy played out in these priest/monk timelines, where we were by necessity very bought into the paradigm at hand, which afforded the opportunity to bond deeply with men over time. Then we compared that with now for many men, embracing their sovereignty in this life has necessitated going it alone for a time to get out of what felt like binds in these settings. This feels like it is beginning to turn for men as they find the sweet spot of a shared way of life that supports their autonomy at the same time.
The guided meditation took us into Father’s Garden Grove, and then into a temple or monastery where we connected with a priest or monk Metasoul aspect. After bridging and feeling that connection, we invited that soul aspect to join us back out in Father’s Garden Grove."
You can receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. 11 Euros/USD equivalent is the amount people usually offer.
​​You can offer your donation for the call in one of three ways:
1. Our preferred payment platform is Wise if you have that or would like to sign up. It's instant, no fee to transfer money between members. There’s a doc here with some guidance and more info if you'd like to sign up. http://tiny.cc/ron3vz
2. via our shop using stripe (Credit/debit) soulfullheart.org/shop
3. Paypal at Paypal.me/soulfullheart
Then, following your donation, we will send you the recording via email. If you purchase via paypal or wise, please include your email in the note section.
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Sacred Masculine Hara Healing
Men's Group Call
Saturday, April 22, 2023
Recording Available by donation
Sacred Union Group Call Series with Yeshua and Magdalene
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In this two-hour group call for men on Saturday, April 22nd, SoulFullHeart Sacred Masculine Teacher/Facilitator Raphael Awen explored the hara, and the role of the hara in our activation of our sacred union w/self, others and the Divine.
The ‘hara’ is a word of Japanese origin that means belly. More than just a physical location in the body, it is felt and experienced as the seat of masculine’s true nature and authentic power. It is from this belly, that our ‘elixir of life’ is created and from where we live our deeper truth. The masculine hara in this way is the counterpart of the feminine womb.
Similar to the womb, the hara is a powerful space of creativity, alchemy, and a bridge to our ancient and pure Sacred Masculine empowerment origins and soul remembrance of sacred union. Our hara can expel the seeds of creation, and penetrate the feminine expression of our Divinity in masculine human form through the experience of sacred union with ourselves, others and with the Divine. However, our haras have become filled instead with Matrix hijack energies of pain/trauma layers from previous relationships, wounding from separation with the Divine and unworthiness/disconnect/lack of self love.
Raphael began the call with feeling energetically and emotionally where the masculine is at currently in regards to the deep changes and heightened challenges in the masculine collective, feeling how that shows up in tension around money earning, romance, social world, and other fronts leaving our Inner Protectors and often Inner Punishers working overtime to hold things together. Inner Children and their essence of play usually is the first thing to get shut down as well.
Raphael shared about how through a personal relationship with our haras, even giving it a name and opening up journaling/dialogue with it and supported by a recoding with the Divine Father, we can heal the Matrix hijack of the false masculine/wounded masculine in our haras to move into activation of the powerful Creator force within us and connect to the Cosmic Father. This opens up our hara space to express and transact deep intimacy, vulnerability, exclusivity/monogamy, good will, forgiveness, transactability in sacred unions.
Raphael also offered how the SoulFullHeart healing process of conscious access to this-life parts and other lifetime aspects/soul dynamics allows for a deeper transaction ground of sacred union flow starting from within you and held in your hara space.
In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, Raphael assisted in connecting with your hara space in a visceral and emotional way that opens up new access for you to feel what it holds and feels about sacred union. You will most likely be able to ‘hear’ the voice of your hara and, therefore, the voice of Divine Masculine wisdom. You visit Father’s Garden, a fifth-dimensional space offering profound sacred masculine healing, where Divine Father and Yeshua provide activation energies and codes for healing, clearing, and unplugging your hara.
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You can receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give.11 Euros/USD equivalent is a common amount people offer for group calls.
This call is part of our ongoing sacred union group call series and also serves as an introduction for men to the SoulFullHeart healing path and initiation. You can read more about the series at soulfullheart.org/sacredunionseries. This is a stand alone call and you don't need to have attended others to take in this one. Previous call recordings are available by donation of any amount.
You can offer your donation for the call in one of three ways:
1. Our preferred payment platform is Wise if you have that or would like to sign up. It's instant, no fee to transfer money between members and it's outside of the Paypal censorship grids. There’s a doc here with some guidance and more info if you'd like to sign up. http://tiny.cc/ron3vz
2. via our shop using stripe (Credit/debit) at soulfullheart.org/shop or
3. Paypal at Paypal.me/soulfullheart
Then, following your donation, we will send you the recording via email. If you purchase via paypal or wise, please include your email in the note section.
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Sacred Masculine Sexuality
Men's Group Call
Saturday, March 25th, 2023
Recording Available
By Donation
Sacred Union Group Call Series with Yeshua and Magdalene
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In this two hour men’s group call on Saturday, March 25th, 2023, Raphael shared teachings from his own personal journey of sacred sexuality exploration.
In Raphael's words, "We had a truly amazing ‘Sacred Masculine Sexuality’ Men’s Group Call yesterday with twelve men on the call.
I opened the call sharing a much wider view of sexuality being deeply embedded in all of life. Sex is at its roots an exchange of energy and so is everything else in life.
This really brings up so much for rethinking and refeeling. Take for instance the popular teachings on non-duality. If you downplay duality, you lose sexuality. There needs to be need, desire, appetite along with surrender and vulnerability. All of those hinge on duality. Gender engenders something. Gender is polarity. Without it, there’s no attraction, or fun for that matter.
I also shared how the initiations we never received as boys and men have often left us as boys in men’s bodies, but now, by bridging to the Inner Teen within, we can offer them the real time initiation and rites of passage they never received.
I also felt guided to encapsulate my sexual history on the call, as a way for the men to feel their own, how it was similar or different, all the while wanting to bridge to particularly the Inner Teenager and their experience of sexuality. I shared about my first experiences with male friends as a mid teen, experimenting because we were afraid of girls. I shared about how I had a strong Metasoul bleed through in my late teens that energized ‘no sex before marriage’ and how I managed to get married a virgin, all the while underneath, quite afraid of sexuality. Getting married was a relief on some levels. It wasn’t until 24 years later, after leaving Christianity and my marriage, that I experienced my second, third and fourth ‘sex partner’. I shared about how tender and magical an experience this was for me as I held space for my Inner Teenager who got to redo his teenage coming to manhood sexually, now in a 46 year old man. I shared too about with Jelelle, the stages our sexuality has gone through together and the stage before us now.
In the guided meditation, each man entered their sexuality room, where they tuned in any part of them that needed to meet them, as well as their Inner Feminine. Then we went to a higher dimensional sexuality room that we called the Sacred Chamber where we felt into the activation of our light body in relationship to sexuality.
Then four different men on the call came on camera and shared their experience of the call and meditation, what’s going on in their lives and WOW, what a tone of heart open vulnerability and transparency! The room had a deep reverence feeling of regrounding sexuality into the sacred masculine, feeling the desires, despair, shame, joys and sorrows, all of it!"
This call is part of our ongoing sacred union group call series and also serves as an introduction for men to the SoulFullHeart healing path and initiation. You can read more about the series at soulfullheart.org/sacredunionseries. This is a stand alone call and you don't need to have attended others to take in this one. Previous call recordings are available by donation of any amount.
You can receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give (usual is around 10 or 15 Euro or USD or equivalent that people tend to give, but no price is set).
You can offer your donation for the call in one of three ways:
1. Our preferred payment platform is Wise if you have that or would like to sign up. It's instant, no fee to transfer money between members and it's outside of the Paypal censorship grids. There’s a doc here with some guidance and more info if you'd like to sign up. http://tiny.cc/ron3vz
2. via our shop using stripe (Credit/debit) at soulfullheart.org/shop or
3. Paypal at Paypal.me/soulfullheart
Then, following your donation, we will send you the recording via email. If you purchase via paypal or wise, please include your email in the note section.
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Sacred Union w/ Self, Others and the Divine
Men's Group Call
Saturday, February 25th, 2023
Recording available
By Donation
Sacred Union Group Call Series with Yeshua and Magdalene
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Raphael's words about this call, "Holee Hotbox - not sure whether to put the fire department on notice…
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THAT was one awesome men’s group call yesterday. Something new is afoot.
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There was 11 of us on the call and 7 or 8 of us came on camera and shared in the second hour.
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It was a big initiation for me personally into some new activations and initiations into service as well at the same time.
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There was one thing that every man attested to and that was a feeling of support in the room of brotherhood to feel the common denominators amongst us.
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There is also ripe heartbreak and sadness and challenges the men feel, quite acutely for some, yet this feeling of the men in the room of oneness we all share seemed to penetrate water deeply into the dehydrated places and parts of us. It feels like a deep invitation to continue finding soul family, allowing our hearts to test and feel the waters as needed, but also to allow a natural gravitation to flow together as that, and if that continues to nourish.
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One man said “This is something that doesn’t feel like it could have come together like this just three years ago."
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In this two hour men’s group call on Saturday, Feb. 25th, Raphael gathered with the men in attendance and those listening to the recording to share from his own personal journey and process of being in sacred union with himself, with his mate, Jelelle, in community and with the Divine. We explored how desire, which is often so vilified in popular spirituality as the source of so many conundrums, is also our most alive state. Even the despair that can live in parts of us and painfully attend our desire is a portal into deep sacred union with self, that then naturally extends off that template into our union with others and the divine.
In the guided meditation, we went with Yeshua as our guide and with our curious open-hearted, higher heart divine self into our ‘man cave’ to explore it anew, feel who and what lives there, and then we bridged out into the king’s courtyard of our lives as we know them, feeling them for the Divine portal of initiations and growth that they are.
Yeshua was with us all the way, holding a safe, higher-vibe space for this exploration and offer inspiring transmissions of Infinite love and light. We also repeat affirmations as a group that provide a new coding of sacred union experience within you.
This call is part of our sacred union group call series and serves as an introductory experience group call for men, which you can read more about our series here. This is a stand alone call and you don't need to have attended others to take in this one.
You can receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give (11 Euros/USD equivalent is the amount people usually offer us).
You can offer your donation for the call in one of three ways:
1. My preferred payment platform is Wise if you have that or would like to sign up. It's instant, no fee to transfer money between members and it's outside of the paypal censorship grids. There’s a doc here with some guidance and more info if you'd like to sign up. http://tiny.cc/ron3vz
2. via our shop or
3. Paypal at paypal.com/paypalme/RaphaelAwen1961
Then, following your donation, I will send you the recording after. If you purchase via paypal or wise, please include your email in the note section so that I can send you the recording.
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