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Gathering together into a safe and sacred space as a group for several days...a soul family reunion in the Now with intention for healing, for connecting, for recoding, for dropping into more authentic spaces where love can move, light can reach, and clarity can come

Upcoming event:

Winter Solstice Gathering 2023

December 19-23rd, 2023

Folques, Portugal

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SoulFullHeart Autumn Equinox Gathering at Mimosa house in Folques, Central Portugal
December 19th through 23rd, 2023

We have long had the desire to host recurring gatherings for those engaged in the SoulFullHeart process seasonally for every Equinox and Solstice for whomever was deepening in 1:1 sessions and/or attending group calls, wanted to and was ready to join us. This vision finally became reality with our first Autumn Equinox Gathering in September, 2022. Eight of us joined together here in Central Portugal for a rich and deep experience of healing, connection and community. And now we have had four other gatherings for the Winter Solstice 2022, the Spring Equinox 2023, Summer Solstice 2023 and Autumn Equinox 2023......some events with our core community to seed in the intention for them and some with others joining us.

We'd love to have others join us for this next one for the Winter Solstice, where weather here in Portugal is usually sunny, more mild than many other places in the world, and it is the perfect time of year for gathering together in community!

SoulFullHeart Equinox/Solstice Gatherings are Soul Family reunion experiences with group circle days offering SoulFullHeart teachings, guided meditations, crystal sound bowl healing transmissions, emotional and spiritual healing through individual and group processes, SoulFullHeart energy healing, and nature/soul place connection outings in beautiful Central Portugal.

These Gatherings offer a sense of what it is like to be in intimate community here with us, especially during our monthly group weekends and socially as well.


Our next Gathering is for the upcoming Winter Solstice from Tuesday, December 19th through Saturday, December 23rd*. Each day starts at 10am and ends by 5pm (other than last day with our final dinner).

The Winter Solstice is a reflective yet common time of celebration, renewal, and joy as we transition from the death/rebirth energies of Autumn into the stillness of winter. It also offers an opportunity to connect more with your physical body in alignment with your emotional/energy/mental bodies. This also offers perhaps a new experience of Christmas time, which can be a difficult experience in our birth families. 

It is a beloved time for the Christ Consciousness/Magdalene soul family lineage where gatherings were hosted for them to come from all over the world and reunite/deepen in their connection to each other and to their Divine purpose mission. Yeshua and Mary Magdalene will be with us during the Gathering too through channels/messages with Raphael and Jelelle. 

During the Gathering:

Raphael and Jelelle will open the space each day with a crystal sound bowl healing, guided meditation and channeling/transmission of Divine and Magdalene frequencies, plus brief individual check ins as needed.

Each participant will get a full amount of individual check in and process time, sound bowl personal healing, dropping into whatever part/energy comes up in the moment facilitated by Raphael and Jelelle, plus receive feedback and support from the group.

Each participant will receive SoulFullHeart energy healing with chakra clearing/cleaning, energy flow correction and rebalancing, sound bowl transmission, code retrieval, focused healing on any areas of pain/discomfort in the physical body/soul field, identification of any 'objects' that may be ready to removed or dissolved with love, collaboration with your Gatekeeper to bridge to what is most needed, check in with your emotional body and parts/aspects that may come up.

Weather depending, we will spend a full day at Buçaco Forest, a 105 hectare forest and functioning five star palace hotel with relic forests and ruins from a 1600s Carmelite monastery. We'll have a meditation circle in our favorite meadow with vista views, along with taking in the tall and old tree codes, plus quartz crystal healing water. We have connected to lifetimes here as Carmelite nuns/monks, plus Celtic Druid Priestess/Priest as well. More about Buçaco here.

We will share vegan lunches together and a vegan meal on the last day as our 'final' meal and completion of the intentional space we have created together.


This gathering supports your individual SoulFullHeart process, yet also significantly deepens and accelerates it as you dedicate the time/space to yourself while being in group/social space with others also engaging in the process. 

Cost: $222 euros (or USD equivalent)* as an energy exchange for Raphael and Jelelle’s facilitation and teaching plus lunches & final meal

  • Travel expenses to/from Portugal, lodging, and meals (other than lunches and final meal) are not included in the cost

  • We can help you with finding affordable lodging here or even possibly in the community, coordinate trips to and from the Porto or Lisbon Airports by taxi or bus (Porto is closer), getting food and groceries, etc.

Prerequisite to attending the Gathering is at least one session with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator prior to the Gathering. This allows for calibration and initiation into the SoulFullHeart process before the deeper immersion that the Gathering offers.

Contact us if you are interested in joining us for this Gathering and to begin sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator,

Hope you can join us for this soul family reunion deepening on the autumn equinox!

Raphael, Jelelle, Kasha, Bianca and Raianna


* specific dates and cost depends on number of final participants 


Previous Gatherings

Past event:

Autumn Equinox Gathering

September 22nd-25th, 2023

Folques, Portugal

and Bucaco Forest

Equinox Codes: Digesting The Experiences during our 4 Day Group Gathering:

By Jelelle


September, 2023 – 

Still letting in and receiving the important detox plus codes that came through and forward for all us during a four day gathering retreat here in central Portugal, hosted at our 'yellow light ship' Mimosa house. I am feeling grateful for being joined by a beautiful female soul here from Ireland and also our core community that lives here....and for Raphael and his steady masculine presence as my cohost/co-facilitator as well.

Each day of intentional space together we were united by the SoulFullHeart parts/soul aspect connection process work, which offers new frequencies of reunion inside and out, upgrades, detox, shadow integration/access, and more. We sat in daily healing circle together, playing sound bowls and toning/singing, doing group recoding and meditations, with social time mixed in during shared meals.

Each soul received dedicated space to share and 'drop into' the part/soul aspect that needs to be felt and seen by Raphael and I plus the group....which offers so much healing on personal and social levels. We also offered our unique SoulFullHeart energy healing process to each person with a combination of chakra opening/clearing, sound bowl activation, parts/soul aspect bridging, recoding into the I Am chakra, and connecting channels to the cosmic/Divine Mother womb, 5D light body, and more.

Yesterday, we went to the magical Christ Consciousness portal of Buçaco Forest to complete the gathering space and the Equinox passage. I've shared about Buçaco many times as it offers such unique soul activations of tree/nature codes, soul lifetime access, crystal infused waters, and such a range from the five star hotel from the 1880s to the ruins of the simple hermitages. Here are my previous writings about it.

We held a circle near the Coimbra gate there, anchored by the beautiful trees, and expressed our gratitude for how our original intentions at the beginning of the gathering had been fulfilled (and still in process.)

I can feel the intensity of this particular Equinox and how it offers a lot of recoding on many levels, upgrades into the higher heart, and letting go/releasing the denser energies of 3D programs and suffering that have been SO Painful for so many.

I feel a collective healing occurring even as our small group receives what is needed.

I am love. You are love. We are love!

I am home. You are home. We are home!


Jelelle Awen

Testimonial -

"As my first time attending a live retreat, I can truly say it was an absolute honour to be part of this blessed Equinox gathering. I felt so seen and held and loved. You guys are amazing. It was so heart opening to observe the multidimensional healing as we individually were on the healing table and received the re-coding with the sound bowls and toning oh it was awesome....we all healed as One. I am new to the work and new to the group, you made me so unbelievably welcome, and bathed me in love and patience as parts of me struggle with control and vulnerability.

The Bucaco Forrest is on another level! Such a magical ,sacred holy place. I can't wait to go back there much to feel words. I feel like I have more spaciousness and clarity and beginning to truly differentiate between my true self and parts of me. The gathering and being with the love and acceptance was huge in that. So much more to deepen into with this work, this place. If anyone wants to know, feel, and experience this love and healing I truly highly recommend going to a gathering.. transformation opportunity big time. I'll be back soon ..(but I secretly want to keep you for myself)" ~ Melissa Herlihly, Gathering Participant

Past event:

Summer Solstice Gathering

June 19th - June 21st, 2023

Folques, Portugal

Solstice Codes: Digesting The Experiences during our 3 Day Group Gathering:

By Jelelle


June, 2023 – 

A blessed and treasured solstice passage we are going through...a collective activation, an individual invitation. To arise. To come into embodiment of your light. Your love. Your purpose. Your right alignment/configuration within. Your soul family support with others.

It feels like a powerful and potent time, as solstices always do...yet this one also an emerging out of a dark night phase for so many awakening souls. I feel like the lone wolf phase that was necessary for so many is now moving into a seeking, wanting and claiming soul family community and/or sacred union partnership......a resonance with others and sense of belonging with others here finally possible on the Earth Plane.

That is a big aspect of my purpose here to offer this in our specific way, of course, and Raphael's as our community together as deepening counterparts in relationship and with our community of beloved soul family drawn to join us. It feels like this claiming and drawing is accelerating now and our capacity as leaders to respond to it with more surrender, more gentleness, more acceptance, more neutrality, more care...more love than ever before.

I still feel the activation of this moving through me from our three days of intentional community gathering together, joined by a soul new to us yet beloved for many lifetimes. She claimed the space with us and brought in new codes and desires, deep ways of being with Gaia and with the shadow within, reminding us all of the gift and bravery of going into the depths to arise into the light.

And we five feminines plus Raphael's masculine....we coded together, we shared together, we feasted together, we cried together, we processed together, we laughed together, we journeyed in Gaia were able to be felt/seen/acknowledged/wanted by others, which is so often the heart of the suffering for parts of us....feeling rejected/abandoned/invalidated. These frequencies heal in our group spaces together and individual relationships that form too.

It was so nourishing to connect in a meditation circle at our beloved Bucaco Forest for Solstice, a 100 hectacre forest and five star hotel, former monestary and home to some for some of our soul aspects in other lifetimes. We created an altar out of flowers and plants that wanted to join us, rocks too, and representations of the four elements. When I went into silence around it, I could feel the mountain 'grids' there connecting to the others here in central Portugal and all over the world.

We also tuned into the ancient eucalyptus and the mighty Redwoods, Douglas Firs, coming from all over the world to anchor in this particular place....providing beacons to all the other trees.

Coming out of this experience now, I feel a deeper broadcast and beacon of invitation to those of you who are drawn to this seeding of NuMu (as we call it) community with us aligned to and dedicated to the SoulFullHeart way of life and process.

It is a specific calling that your soul recognizes, is familiar, is comforting even while being challenging sometimes to relationally show up for. It is a feeling of 'finally, what I've been looking and searching for has found me'. It is a feeling of family. It is a feeling of being seen and loved for your bigness, not enabled in smallness.


And there is much to negotiate within in the meantime to following this draw to us.... to feel with parts/aspects who are in resistance, in fear, in distrust...and have good reason to be. This is in an instant claiming yet a inward conversation and negotiation that is so important to take the time it needs.

Now is a turning point time. Where many timeline possibilities may be coming forward for you. Which ones are calling your heart and soul, even if fear is mixed with excitement to respond to it? If we are one of those timeline possibilities, reach out and see what happens next. It's such an honor to be in service of love in this Now.


Jelelle Awen

Past event:

Spring Equinox Gathering

March 18th-20th , 2023

Folques, Portugal

Equinox Codes: Digesting The Experiences during our 3 Day Group Gathering:

By Jelelle


March, 2023 – 


It has been an intense Equinox passage we are going through with a death and rebirth energy to it...emerging out and through leaving behind energies that are no longer serving to arise into new forms now that we are completing it. Now, 'officially' into the energies of Spring here in the Northern Hemisphere, leaving behind the hibernations and caves and withdrawals necessary in winter.

We definitely all experienced this transformational passage during our group gathering over the last three days! We all named intentions for the gathering at the beginning of it and I AM energies that we wanted to embody more deeply, which felt like was true by the completion of it. We shared crystal bowl transmissions, plus group and individual processes to digest and grief completions of previous timelines and configurations. Lots of tears along with the moments of laughter and joy celebrating the movements that are happening now too, the full range as always.

Yesterday, we grounded in these intentions and our group merkabah at our beloved Buçaco Forest, a 105 hectare forest, former Carmelite monastery and functioning five star palace hotel about an hour's drive from us here in central Portugal. It is our most favorite place to go now to connect with higher frequencies, Gaia codes in the trees and water, feel soul aspects come through, bridge to the higher dimensional "Port Of Grail" dimensions here in Portugal...and now, it serves as a bridge between community Gatherings as we plan to go there during our Summer Solstice Gathering in mid-June.

I can feel the shifts within me each time we go there, as a marker of my inner movements and processes. I've experienced a lot of karmic clearing in my womb space especially this year so far where I may have gotten hooked previously into caretaking, trying to save, holding on, etc. With the lightening up and resolution in the moment of some more intense womb symptoms (will share more about that later too) I can feel another clearing open up with even less suffering and more capacity to let in goodness.

I've been sharing in previous posts about my connection with a Carmelite nun aspect named Maria who lived in Bucaco in the 1640s. She was much lighter yesterday and enjoyed watching us take pictures, connect with each other, and is most of the time with the Magdalenes in their dimension now anyway. We had been feeling a deep grief and letting go process recently with relationship completions together, so she is freed up now to ascend with soul family. These soul aspects can be anchored into, stuck in, certain timelines and places due to looping trauma and we can bridge to them, help them process it, and eventually choice something else/let go.

I could feel the relief yesterday from the dedicated time and space given to feel the grief and all stages of it. 

I feel so blessed to be with this treasured group of beloveds with so many shifts and changes going on in the collective and in the world. And, we all see others joining us too in the future, here at our next Gathering and in person.

Much love to you during this sacred Equinox portal and whatever you feel called to let go of and arise into during it,

Jelelle Awen