About Jelelle Awen

Teacher, Group And Women's Facilitator, Co-Creator of SoulFullHeart Healing | Soul Scribe and Author | 5D Ascension Guide | Galactic Ambassador



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Note: As of April  15, 2020, Jelelle is no longer available for 1:1 sessions. You can still experience her energy and facilitation during group calls and events. 


From my earliest years, I have had a lush inner imaginative landscape that was always based in relationship.........relationship to the “make-believe” world inside and the “real” world on the outside.  Little did I know at the time I was inhabiting a soul gift that has translated to accessing the inner universe of subpersonalities, Metasoul aspects, and spirit guides of all kinds, along with awakenings to multidimensional realities.  I have always had a desire to feel the hearts of others and been compelled by the question, “What is really going on inside?” for myself and toward others.

I studied psychology, philosophy, literature, and creative writing in college, eager to learn yet not drawn to pursue degrees or academics in the usual way. My healer's heart led me to become a certified medical assistant working with cancer patients. My love for words expressed as a phase of being an editor/writer for a business newspaper. I eventually served as a certified business/life coach and manager of other coaches for five years and then as an emotional and spiritual parts work facilitator for four years starting in 2004, associated with a group based in Ashland, Oregon. 

Parts work allowed me to connect with and finally heal intense feelings of depression, anxiety, hurt and acute self consciousness. As I connected with the parts of me that felt these things and WHY they felt them, so much of my suffering became clear to me and shifted immensely through that process. I was amazed (and still am) at the transformation that happened as I tuned into specific energies of parts of me from this life and eventually from other lifetimes as well. Over time, I was able to make far healthier and self loving choices about ending toxic codependent patterns in relationships, following my soul purpose work, experiencing less anxiety about money, improving my physical body health (including quitting smoking after 15 years, starting when I was 17 years old) and much more. 


I have been through many intense trials and tribulations on my path of healing and finding my soul bigness and power over the last 15 years since my deeper awakening to the importance of the emotional body integrated with soul movements. I experienced a “Dark Night Of The Soul” awakening after my beloved mate Raphael and I (who had only just begun dating at the time) left the spiritual group and paradigm we were both a part of. It was this experience that allowed me to experience a profound awakening to the Divine Mother, who quickly arose as my deepest template to follow in terms of learning about authentic femininity and stillness, embodying both spine and heart, and living into my innate soul gifts in a deeper way than I was able to before. In deep resonance with this call and desire for leading and teaching, I embarked in 2010 on co-creating and offering with Raphael through individual, couples, and group sessions what eventually would be called the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  


The SoulFullHeart path is rooted deeply in my own self and personal experiences with parts/Metasoul work and soul awakenings along with my sacred union relationship with Raphael. This process and paradigm is how I have lived and related to my life for many years now. It has been a lifeline through so many tremendous changes during my awakening journey, navigating building my life back after leaving my previous healing work, many geographic and career/livelihood shifts, relationship completions that weren't resonant, and more. 

I have always been expressive through words, starting with a story my Inner Child wrote in fourth grade about my parent's divorce. I feel I am a soul scribe, offering frequencies of Golden Earth or 5D reality through infusions of energy in each word. Written beyond the mind, my words move from within at a more visceral level, bringing up heart resonance and higher self remembrance. I have self published three books, with one spiritual awakening memoir Keep Waking Up!: Awakenings Journeys To Avalon  Available now in PDF, ebook, and print editions.  I have also released two books offering new writings and compilations of previously shared writings called Bliss Mess: The Wonders And Challenges Of Ascension, plus Sacred Human, Arising Wonder, which are both available in PDF, ebook, and print editions. My writings have been featured on popular metaphysical and spiritual websites and as featured audio recordings on the You Tube channel Higher Self.

I am a multi-dimensional healer and actively explore this through my further awakenings as a sacred human and as a channel for non-codependent, authentic, infinite love through holding space during SoulFullHeart sessions, energy healing, and group sessions. I am a Galactic Ambassador with a strong connection to my Star Family and Lemurian/Atlantean Guides/Aspects and serve as a bridge to activate, awaken, and deepen this connection for you.

I offer over 15 years of coaching, energy healing, parts work and Metasoul Aspect facilitation experience with a deep embodiment of Divine Feminine frequencies of wisdom, compassion, and intuition. I've served hundreds of women in the SoulFullHeart process during session space and hosted many groups with my beloved Raphael Awen and alone.

I facilitate and host group calls and events. More info here.


Upcoming Events


Next UP

Journey Begins: New Gaia Ascension

July 15th, 2020 on Zoom

Free To Be Series 5D

With Raphael and Jelelle Awen
Price: by donation​

We are so excited to have you join on this journey during this catalytic time of humanity's awakening into deeper embodiment of next levels of New Earth consciousness as the old systems fall away! We are Raphael and Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Co-Creators/Teachers/Facilitators/Divine Bridges and counterpart soulmates. We have been hosting virtual group calls off and on for the last few years, offering our teachings and guided meditations to hundreds of people.

People have been wanting it and asking for it for awhile now….and FINALLY we have a SoulFullHeart ‘Basics’ and overview of the entire paradigm and process in the form of the new book by Jelelle Awen, Free To Be 5D, and an accompanying six-week group call series. Connecting with other resonant souls during the calls plus membership on our SoulFullHeart Experience Facebook page provides a much needed community during this time of transition.

Sign up by offering a donation at paypal.me/jelelleawen or here 

Next UP

Journey Begins: New Gaia Ascension

July 15th, 2020 on Zoom

Women's Group Call

With Jelelle Awen
Price: by donation​

The focus of this group will be on healing the motherhood wound that lives in our this-life and other lifetime experiences with our birth mothers and other female caregivers, and in our experience of being a mother as well.

I will talk about in the call about how so often what expresses as mothering is actually based on codependence and a deep wounding within the feminine caregiver that is not actually 'feminine' in an authentic way, yet wounded masculine frequencies. Healing our mother experience with our inner masculine and feminine parts allows for more receiving of the Divine Mother frequencies that support us to embody more of our own Divine Feminine essence. Also, opening up nurturing motherly bonds with feminine aspects of yourself and with Metasoul sisters (soul aspects from other lifetimes) creates an experience of increasingly fulfilling motherhood from within that then flows to the outside.

Sign up by offering a donation at paypal.me/jelelleawen or here

Group Testimonials

Testimonials From Free To Be Group Call Series - Purchase here

"I was on the live call today and it was such a loving safe space that was much needed for me, so thank you very much for showing up and holding this series!" - Stephanie

"Thank you so much for offering your services and heart space this way! Very appreciated! I loved your energy, Jelelle, and Raphael's btw VERY much, you guys are such beacons and role models for a sacred union, such beautiful Love emanates from you and is flowing between you!" - Bianca

"It was so amazing to be a part of all of this focused heart energy. I feel like a deluge of rain has just landed in the once desert part of my soul and now flowers are blooming. Thanks so much to you Raphael, Jelelle, Kalayna, and Raianna for putting this together and bringing us together during this time." - Gabriel

"Thank you so much for this experience, for facilitating this group meeting and teaching, for providing us with many useful tools! It was amazing." - Maggie

"Call was so good. Still processing and will meditate again!" - Marcela

"What a dynamic call! Thank you for the information and meditation you brought through! I’m still digesting the experience." - Monica

Video Series

Testimonials From Women's Group Call Series - Purchase here

"Such an amazing call, I loved it and received so much love, support and healing. Thank you for the transmission Jelelle, and all you wonderful women who shared. It was such a joy to witness and feel you, so blown away by the beauty, courage, power and commitment in our community. I love being invited into this collaboration of hearts and souls, so grateful for what is growing within me and with you all"

- Deva Yasmin, women's call participant

"Love to you all from my heart. Thank you, Jelelle Awen, for this healing transmission. Deeply felt it. Blessings!" - Ina, women's call participant

"Thank you. It was deeply moving and heart touching, bringing me to tears at the end. I wasn’t expecting that big of a release." - Mary, women's call participant

"Deepest gratitude for the gifts shared in our Women's Call today! This call is now part of a growing experience of togetherness and sisterhood - TO BE TAKEN IN MANY TIMES, ANYTIME. If you did not have a chance to participate, I would strongly recommend that you take in the recording - As all that we experience, the energy of this one is alive! Incredibly rich to all my parts! Much gratitude for the beautiful shift that it allowed for me today! Namaste!" - Isabela Gasparini, women's call participant

"Such a wonderful call and I feel so grateful to have finally been able to attend one of these women’s calls! The meditation and teaching was so moving and epic, each face of mother feeling so important for each aspect of me and my life. The sharings were beautiful and vulnerable as well, so real in what was true for each person’s process. Can’t wait for the next one!" - Raianna Shai, women's call participant

Testimonials From Group Transmission

Purchase here

"It was very powerful. I currently have no words, just deep gratitude." - Monica, group participant


"I really love these calls, thank you Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel and everyone who shared. It is amazing me how much love can enter in, in (what seems like) such a short 2hr together." - Devagroup participant


"It's always so magical and immensely uplifting how much love can be generated by a few people willing to witness and share with others from their authentic heart-space. And, speaking of space, thank you so much Jelelle and Raphael for holding the space so beautifully for all of us to also for your space-opening sharing Gabriel. I'm left feeling so grateful for all of you who were on the call and wish all of you blessings through the portal experience." - Davegroup participant


"So powerful and empowering. Thank you all for being a safe container for my process," - Alexisgroup participant


Deepen 2020 Video Series With Jelelle Awen

This Deepen 2020 series is offered at least weekly during 2020. The teachings and guided meditations are responsive to current events/cosmic energies/personal & collective process, and what Jelelle is seeing in sessions as well. Every Deepen 2020 video will offer a teaching and a guided meditation for an expansive, personal experience in each one!

Deepen 2019 Video Series With Jelelle Awen

In this FREE daily video series, SoulFullHeart Co-creator/Teacher/Facilitator and Emoto-Spiritual Ascension Guide/Author Jelelle Awen invites you to join her as she guides you on an arising, spontaneous, and potentially life shifting journey of deepening and transformation. For 33 days, she showed up everyday in the moment to share from her heart and soul.

Latest Book

Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out
Jelelle Awen serves as a powerful yet gentle Divine Feminine and Galactic Love Ambassador bridge to awaken you to the Matrix reality and connect to the parts of your 3D Self, 4D Self, and 5D Self that most need your love and have the most gifts to offer you as well.

Recent Guided Meditation

Blessings during this powerful SOULstice and SOULar eclipse passage of June 19-22nd, 2020! I felt guided to offer this video today providing some teachings around what I am noticing is occurring during this passage on collective and personal levels for all of the bodies (emotional, spiritual, energetic, physical, mental). I talk about how as the narratives in 3D continue to clash and wounded masculine is disclosed, this is an intense frequency to be in for sensitive and awakening souls, perhaps amplified by this current passage too.


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